Feeling numb - breast cancer

Hello, just looking for moral support really. A couple of weeks ago I found a lump on my right breast. I went to the doctor, who seemed relatively relaxed about it but referred me to the breast clinic to get it checked out. I went to the breast clinic yesterday morning by myself, convinced it was some kind of cyst and I'd be out in a few hours with the all clear. 
 

After the initial consultation, ultrasound, mammogram, another ultrasound and biopsies taken, another mammogram to make sure the marker clip was in the right place, I was taken in to see the consultant again, who gave me the devastating news that not only was the initial 3cm lump I found very likely to be cancer, but they have also found a 2cm lump in my armpit.

I'm due to go back in 10 days for my biopsy results and next steps. I'm 39 and a mum to two young children, I'm so scared. My husband is being supportive, but he's devastated too - we just didn't see this coming. Has anyone else had a similar experience? What should I expect next? 

  • So sorry to hear you are going through this too. The waiting does seem to be the worst part, if you're getting your results on Monday at least there isn't too much longer to wait.

    Don't give yourself a harm time the the kids, this is a very stressful time and you need to cut yourself some slack. 

    Wishing you lots of luck for Monday, I'll be thinking of you.

  • Thank you for Empathising, how are you feeling? Have you had any definite date for your next appointment?

    I am struggling today and ranging from thinking the worst and needing surgery to being cross with myself and hoping it will all be nothing. 

    Hurry up Monday..... 

  • It's been a whirlwind of emotions all week. I go from being pragmatic and optimistic thinking I can beat it, to being a wreck and being so worried about my husband and kids and how they will cope.

    The breast nurse told me not to google, but it's difficult not to and I tend to look at the worst case statistics, which is probably the worst thing I should be doing. 

    I have my appointment booked in for next Friday, but hopefully if they get the results earlier I'll be called in sooner. It just seems like an age away.

    Best of luck for Monday, I'll have my fingers crossed for you.