Hi

I had a mastectomy on 4th February and started chemotherapy last week, I too was terrified.  I took sometime to research treatments, speak to Drs and my BCN, i also spoke to friends and friend's of friends who have been through it.  The most valuable conversation was the one I had with the Oncologist Dr and Pharmacist, they answered all the questions I had., I was then given the details of my treatment plan and how it would benefit me which I took home to read and make a decision.

My only advice is to give yourself time, research and ask as many questions as you need.  It is your choice as to whether you wish to receive further treatment. 

Best wishes for your ongoing recovery x