About to say goodbye

Brand new and never thought I'd be posting on a cancer forum but here goes. Just before Christmas my mum started to feel unwell ! Struggling to eat , feeling bloated and not a great deal of energy .

now my mum hates doctors but we finally persuaded her to go and see them! She was booked in for an endoscopy and a scan a few days later . On Monday 1/2 she was in absolute agony around her lower abdomen area so an ambulance was called . She was given a ct scan on Monday and has been found to have cancer in her lungs , peritoneum . I want so much to get her home where she will be surrounded by her family , she has always been my rock and I am gonna miss her so much seeing her lay there on a ward is heartbreaking and I feel so lost