Hey,

I found my lymph nodes were completely swollen on one side of my neck and could feel lumps there.I experienced night sweats and breathlesness for two months before finally seeing a doctor and going for an x-ray,ultrasound and blood tests...

Yesterday my mother got a call from a haemotologist who looked at my x ray and ultrasound and now they think i have Hodgkins lymphoma.I have a biopsy in two days to confirm their suspicions and i dont know how to feel.My family had he cancer talk with me and im worried because in reality im not that bothered.The only issue i have is my eating disorder seems to have flared back up.My parents dont know and i dont want to mention.

I didnt think this would be happeneing to me at 16....Im still in school and i dont want how people see me to change.My teenage years have already been cut short because of corona and now to be told i most likely have cancer....Im just a little lost