tuesday morning guys  nearly half way through. 

rain watering the garden hmm not good when ive got some plugs coming. hoping it might be the bulbs instead. 

house is nearly back to normal - mine means not perfect loads to do etc etc, in otherwords livable! then i can feel bit more relaxed job for day attempt to move a bookcase - not full size one lol, and only from one room into next. the phrase light at the end of the tunnel comes to mind. 

Al - please just let me know how you are. i expect your going through the darker periods of treatment - hang in there have hope. 

gotta go and have my early morning cuppa cant do without it!! 

hi 

hope your ok, its half way through gthe week dont forget I am here for you. 

am c urrently having the morning cuppa surrounded by 4 cats who are preventing me typing well laptop being pushed righ up my chest so hard to type! cats of course get prferential treatment. these are the Bengal boys (my mafiosa!) i have feet of Rumpleteaser sticking in my side, Rum tum tugger on lap hence laptop and rolo lee haggis pretending tobe angelic and washing. Rasputin curled up down the bottom. to complete the picture Shugs is on the floor flat out. 

i cooked my first meat joint yesterday for ages - slow cooked so fell of bone and no real chewing  lamb in rose harissa (so not too spicy) with coriander, mint, wine and honey. was a tesco recipe quite impressive. 

well hoping your smiling and have hope x

thursday peeps sun is promised to us at the weekend so when you are relaxing you can soak up the important rays. I am then going to try and plant some bulbs. 

morning cuppa time bit late today was up last night with bad indigestion - an unusual occurence for me so watched click at 3am. weird concept - buying the digital rights to digital art??? basicslly as you probably know the first edition has a special trace and this is what is being sold so although people can see, download etc they dont own the original not sure how that will go but is racking in loads of money!

hope the taste buds are coming back Al and you are eating ok and not loosing more weight. 

Sam and Christine hope your both ok too. 

still awaiting my referral :(

friday guys the sun is shinning its looks lovely outside. new shoots bring hope and regrowth. 

Al your treatment for the week is over so you can relax, hold your lovely wife, smile through every adversity and remember your only a couple of weeks of the end of this treatment. things can only get better.x

pedro had his feet sheared yesterday he is now getting a bit knotty but i can only do a little at a time so back legs yesterday, got it a little uneven one side goes up to his butt the other thigh ! looks like his top is lop sided! the only bit i do not touch is his head because it is a mop and i love the scruffy mop!

well cuppa time speak soon x

be strong yourselves 

saturday folks a lovely weekend ahead with no treatment. you can relax and concentrate on getting better. keep hope in your heasrts be positive and smiling. it is important to keep your spirits up. 

my morning curled up with three cats at my head and one large dog lol what could be better. yesterday managed to get into garden for half an hour and planted a few bulbs. i have that to look forward to. 

let us know how you are 

be strong smile and hope 

morning its sunday today although i woke up thinking it was monday. 

feel the need for a mellow day today, not that i do much these days anyway! but you never know after a cuppa. hope your feeling a bit better today. let us know. 

stay strong as you like to tell me - my turn! 

keep smiling or ill give you a photo of pedro sheared 

Morning Al hope your doing ok, its week 5 so nearly the end of the treatment the light is definately at the end of the tunnel. the sun is shinning here s lovely sight to see we need the spring makes everything feel better. 

no news on my referral think i have been shoved to the bottom of the list as unimportant now thats worrying but keep hoping. 

the mafia have become brave there obviously is no food about they are trying to gtet on my bird table now to eat theiur seed, hence i have not seen many birds, :( went out with my psoriasis crem and smothered the stem hoping it would help - based with liquid paraffin and didnt have anything else but looks like has not helped much. will have to try and think of something else. cheeky buggers saw one run across the garden yesterday. 

keep smiling and keep strong minded. you can cope with anything we believe in you 

Morning Al and all, 

hope your all ok, wole up feeling a bit rubbish this morning the infection must be having a bad day lol. 

started shaving Pedro a bit more yesterday since his goldden doodle fur is awful - the retriever and poodle furs matt and form a thick coat so it often needs shaving. its very hard to do and ususally i hve to do it in stages so 

stage 1 the feet dip - a shave feet looks good and sensible to keep feet clean 

stage 1 the sheep shave - a more radical leg shave leaving a distinct sheep look about him

stage 3 the lion cut the *** has been clipped and back side so a mane is left across the shoulders a nd head 

stge 4 begins today the mop head this leaves the top of the head un touched because the fur here is exactly like a mop and does never get touched if it did it would get matted like the rest of the body. here the shave finishes. 

oh i had a staring competition with a little mafia boy so cute but despite my creaming the bird table was sitting on it eating bird seed cant be good for him. 

have a good day 

keep strong and smiling

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Had results today from biopsy on tonsil and now know its cancer, its all been really quick what with scans and hospital visits so not really had time to think about it now it's just starting to sink in but I'm pretty positive, I'm told its spread to a lymph node has anyone else had this