Need advice: diagnosed with BC grade 2 stage 2 HER2 positive

Dear all

At the end of november found a lump under Rt nipple have a history of fibtocystic breast disease so thought Id wait a little,

Visited GP on the 14/12/2020 referred to breasr clinic but decided to go to one stop breast clinic private anyway they biopsed it and on 22/12/2020 diagnosed with BC grade 2 stage 2 oestrogen and progesterone positive  her 2 positive

mammogram in 2019 and diagnostic mammogram in feb 2020   both clear

cat scan clear

cancer in two lymph nodes

klip put on tumour

ultrasound showed it had not spread in breast

starting chemo on wednesday the 13th  then surgery then radiotherapy 

I had a terrible feeling i was unwell most of the year dog would not leave me alone 

spent xmas on diazepam 

i really need any women with similar stories to repond

been a nurse for yrs im 54 now overweight due to pcos and liked pinot grigio so giving myself a really hard time blaming myself

Ruth