I had tnbc in left breast at the bottom, throughout 2019, started chemo treatment in January, a lumpectomy in February, carried on chemo until July, had radiotherapy throughout September and finished end of treatment September 2019, Long story short, I've not been feeling well again, went for mammogram, all clear, see my breast surgeon a couple of weeks after and she felt what she thought was a lymph node in the top of my left breast, I had ultrasound but it turned out to be another solid mass, had biopsies, now had the devastating news I've got tnbc again, a new primary. I've just had a bone scan, and got to have a ct scan to see if the cancer is anywhere else in my body, I'm still waiting on these results. I've been told I've got to have a mastectomy this time and would be best to have a double mastectomy. I'm so so scared. I'm beside myself with worry. I've only just turned 31, my first cancer I was diagnosed at 29. I am so tired from all of it. Mentally and physically! I'm petrified of the mastectomies, and so worried about the after effects. I know it's to try to save my life, I'm scared of what the pains going to be like, what it will look like, and whether my mind can cope
