after ending up in hospital a week last thrusday because of internal blood loss got biopsy results this morning from camera down into stomach , cancer of upper part of stomach lower part of gullet, consultant wanted to look at some fat or something on liver so had MRI  of liver, they said they didnt find any spread to other parts with cat scan or MRI, but now they want me to go to preston for PET SCAN on liver i presume, worrys me because i have been having pain in upper right of abdoman which i read is a sign of liver cancer or seconandarys.

from the demeanor of the lady who did the camera into stomach and the dr with her, consultant i got the impression i was a no hoper, out of  hospital last night feel fine now they replaced the lost blood and a lot of drips to replace electrlites, iron, all dangerously low, and other minerals, and soft food diet as i have trouble getting food down into stomach i feel fine, this has all seemed to happen in the last 6 weeks, i was eating ok 6 weeks ago and didnt really suspect anything,  i live  on my own and dont have a clue what to do next, i got sheets of paper from the dietician with menus and smoothies but dont have  clue were to get this as have very little money, just dont know where to start, i do feel i havent got much chance though, in my bedroom but cant sleep, weird thing is i feel fine

any help or advice would be most welcome,