My mums just been diagnosed with bowel and liver cancer. Shes just had a liver biopsy to find the primary. Results on the 18th. 

The limbo we are living in and the not knowing is just awful. Shes my world,my best friend and I'm so scared. My son whos 4 knows his nana is poorly as she was in hospital for something unrelated when they found it. He keeps asking if she better yet and it kills me.

It's just so painful to think about.... I just cry all the time... i try not to in front of my son... but laying here on my own i just cant help it.

Any comments welcome....Stories of others and how we get through this... weve never had cancer in the family before so it's even harder... I dont even know what to expect ....