Hi Aimz 

So sorry to read about the loss of your Mum and your Dad's diagnosis. 
 

You've come to the right place. 
 

I have also suffered a parent who had lung cancer so can understand how you are feeling right now. 
 

This is a great place to come to when you want to get something off your mind or just put down your thoughts and feelings. 
 

Perhaps you can start with that xx