Hi all, my dad has just been diagnosed with lung cancer and its completely out of the blue. I am devastated for him and for us as a family. I feel almost panicked and my head is in a whirl. I dont know if this makes sense or is familiar with others but its almost like i feel so scared, i will miss him so much he has been my rock with my little girl being poorly. Im scared i wont remember things or memories and i cant talk about them with others as they wont understand or remember those things. Im not sure im making sense here but i just know we are still in shock as was told new years eve and in limbo at the mo until we find out type and stage. We know it has already spread to his lymph nodes. Really looking for hope here i guess......
