Hello I had my last smear in Feb last year showing a normal cells and cin 3 I was 25. I knew I had the virus because I got genital warts also at  21 so 4 years I had reoccurrence of warts after freezing treatment and cream they would go away and come back or the nurses would miss diagnose it as skintags since than I've had 3 biopsies showing cin 3 and cin1 and hpv 16 he told me I've two masses a smaller and a larger and at one point they said it showed inflammation only there I was being emotionally pulled and tore am I OK am I not etc messed about basically. I've also got esophageal thrush and because when I last went for my op they told me they couldn't do it because I had a temp and thrush and it was a risk factor to be put under general anthestic. So they wouldn't do it and rearranged it for two weeks time eg Friday 27 Jan 2020 they told me to go back to ent and I asked the doctors they say it could take months the anxiety I'm getting in case they turn me away again because I feel so hopeless and no one's listening the doctors gynaecology I had tons of stress getting them to even contact me just feel so let down by the health system or how to get this done I need this virus out of me please help also I don't understand if sex or kissing or anything is safe for your partner can you explain everything to your knowledge because no one seems to understand this virus doctors included I don't know what's happening to my body and I'm scared I'm scared if a partner is even possible because of this I'm scared il develop cancer and my life feels out of control and why is there no cure why is their such a lack of research on something affecting so many people and why is the smear only done at 25 not when u first have sex and why is the hpv vaccine not widely advertised their is absolutely no knowledge or guidance put into this that's how it feels... a smear is invasive is it well yano what else is is cancer!!! I'm meant to be getting lletz +/- diathermy to vagina