Hello,

I cannot begin to say I know how your feel, but our daughter has just had surgery to remove her kidney.   From somewhere we get the strength to carry on and I am sure you will even though at the moment you just wish to curl up and cry.   It is natural, but remember there are people out there that will also help, even it is only a word of encouragement.   Sometime just a word is all we need to know we are not alone.