Yesterday we were told my mum, 58, has liver cancer. I am heart broken. I’ve gone from having a mum who just a couple of months ago was fine and happy and feeling great and excited about going on holiday. To a mum who has cancer. A mum I could lose in just a couple of years. I’m terrified. All I can keep thinking is it’s too soon. There’s not enough time. All the things she wanted - she always wanted to be a Nanna and now that may never happen, wanted to see us walk down the aisle. I may never get her help or guidance in raising my own kids  

I don’t want to ask questions because I’m scared to hear the worst. I don’t know how I can face her and try and stay strong for her when I’m falling apart inside.