juat been diagnosed with melanoma on my scalp ..this growth has caught everyone out i saw 4 different GP's before asking the last GP to refer me i was not happy...the last GP said i dont think its what the other dr's have said it is....great...waited for my none emergency referal saw dr  at hospital in march he thought it was a nevus sebatious and a basil cell carsanoma he said he wanted to do biopsy...june i rang hospital and said how long will my biopsy be i have waited since march.. appointment came for early july had biopsys done...i was told results will come back after my 2 week holiday in july...during my holiday they rang me asking when i was back ...told them 24th i was booked in for the 25th july where we were told its melanoma and they were totally shocked as they really didnt expect a melanoma...my appointment to see plastic surgeons  is the 21st aug ...to say i am absolutly ******** myself is an understatement as they are worried over the size of what is on my head...i am terrified its spread and i am going to die ..and leave my 8 year old adopted daughter all i keep thinking about is she has already lost one mum the thought of her loosng another breaks me completely ....