Hi 

I just need to write this down...

my mum had ovarian cancer in 2002.  A hysterectomy and gruelling chemo and she cane out the other side.  Fast forward to 2 weeks ago, she went to the docs, got referred and has since has a biopsy,chest X-ray, CT, and tomorrow MRI with consultant appt on Monday for results. The fact it is so quick is totally scaring me- it must be bad.  I went to the doc with her yesterday and the doctor looked full of sympathy.  Said her cervix didn’t look ‘normal’. So we have to face that she has cervical cancer but how bad?  

I am petrified.  I’m sat her crying as I just can’t  lose my mum. She’s the most important person and I live her so much.  I have a history of mental health problems and has twins 18 months ago and suffered severe pnd for 14 months.  She has been my rock. She’s my best friend.  My husband works away a bit and she’s always helping me.  Especially since the twins came long.  I don’t want to lose my mum and I have to wait 6 days for results