Hi there ...

If i were you , I'd get a pen and paper ... write down All your questions ... phone the G P or oncology number if you have one ... and write the answers down ... if you don't understand anything ... ask them to explain again till you do ...

Here's hoping it's not as bad as your thinking ... big hug ... as I know you must be both so scared at the mo ...  hope that helps ...  Chrissie x