Hello all,

Just coming to terms with my malignant melanoma diagnosis in July this year and feel deeply let down and scared for my future.

It's been such a whirlwind since my fluke spot of the bad mole, and I can't help feel let down as I have not had anyone really sit me down to explain anything to me and how serious this really is.

This aside and not wanting to continually beat myself and the system up, I gained as much on line knowledge as I could find and yes I know this can cause increased worry but I needed to find answers.

I now need to find and linkin with others going through this journey in order to find understanding and add some calm and clarity to my life.

Truth is I'm scared, I don't know what, when, where or how this will smash my again but I have this inner feeling it's going to at some point rear it's ugly head and say "I'm back!"....

I would really love to befriend others going through this or been through it and would greatly appreciate to hear your stories.

Family and close ones try to understand and support but I think you can't beat connecting with others who really understand.

I hope to hear from you.

Ian