Hi there tinkerbell ...

So sorry your going through this heartbraking time ..

All of us with cancer, never know what tomorrow will bring ... my outlook now is live in the day ... make the most of every day, and say ... he's here today ... hold on to these days ... take every problem and sort it as and when it comes up ...don't look ahead ... that is when it becomes overwhelming ... share tears,hugs.. and it's o.k to admit your all scared ...

My mum left suddenly wit a heart attack... I never got the chance to tell her how amazing a mum and nan she was ... what I'd have given for even an hour ... you hold his hand through this journey he's now on .. and leave nothing unsaid ... even if some things are hard to hear .. and you'll look back and know you made the most of every hour ...  but get his team or Marie Currie on board to control his pain ... that would be my priority now ... sending you a big hug ...  Chrissie