Hi, I’m sorry you’re having such a terrible time! It does get easier, and you’ll have days where you feel great. My first chemo was scary too, and I was terribly sick. I had my antisickness changed and also given a tablet which acted as an antisickness and an anti anxiety med- that was a godsend. My first 4 chemos were epirubicin (EC) so the EC part of your fec-t. And I’ve now had 3 docetaxel (also called taxotere - the T part of your fec-t) and it’s totally different, no sickness but flu like symptoms instead.it does honestly pick up, I promise you that you can do this - I felt the same as you on day 1. Sorry I should have mentioned that I’m 30, I’ve got invasive ductal breast cancer, grade3, HER2+ and oestrogen receptor + too. Chemo before surgery, 8 chemos in total- had 6, number 7 is tomorrow (hence the reason I’m wide awake due to the dexamethasone steroids!) good luck, I promise you’ll feel better soon. There will be some bumps in the road, but look forward to your good days and ask as many family members and friends to help you - you’ll appreciate it towards the end of treatment x

oh ps, my oncologist said to avoid probiotics like actively, pro biotic vitamins, Brie and blue cheeses x