So my dad has been feeling unwell for a while and was being tested for cancer.
On the 20th we were told that he had secondary liver cancer, and then two days ago we were told the worst... He has pancreatic cancer and been given 6 to 12 months. I lost my grandfather 4 months ago and my dad is the only male I trust and look up to left in my family and I'm absolutely devastated.
I have gone really quiet, can't stop crying and don't want to talk, eat or do anything. I know I need to do what's best for my dad but I can't see past the fact that one day I'll wake up and it will be his last. I live away from home and can't get back so feeling really really alone. I don't know what support is out there or what I can do. If anyone can please help or offer some advice I'd really appreciate it as I feel a black hole is swallowing me up.
Thanks xx
