Got the CT results on Tuesday. They don't know for sure if the mass on my kidney is cancerous but they think it's highly likely. The very good news is that it hasn't spread anywhere else in my body. My operation is scheduled for Friday week. It's a nephrectomy, and they don't know if they will be able to do keyhole surgery or not. The mass is big, about 14cms which makes it difficult, but they are going to start off doing keyhole. It makes a big difference to pain levels after and recovery time apparently.
At first I was so happy it hadn't spread I felt great. And I'm grateful they are dealing with it so quickly. But after this mornings pre admission proceedures I feel pretty scared, pretty down. Doing my best to stay positive and also to accept the mood swings. I know they are natural. Be very grateful to hear from anyone who has had their kidney removed and how they were after the op. Grateful for any words of encouragement from anyone.
I've been reading a lot of posts and my heart goes out to all of you. None of us want to be in this club. The support is a real lifeline.
