Hi, im new to this forum and looking for any positive outcomes or people with a similar diagnosis! I have grade 3 23mm cancer invasive ductal carcinoma with lymph vascular invasion which spread to 10 out of 30 lymph nodes. My histology report says I'm her2 negative er+ er8 pr8. I am devastated and scared for what the future holds! I've had left mastectomy and lymph node clearance in December 17 with clear mri, ct scans and I'm halfway thru chemotherapy of EC-T. I'm 48 with lovely hubby and mum to 12 year old twins and struggling to sleep and remain positive scared I won't be here to see my children grow up.