Hi everyone. I’m devastated that my dad has just been told a growth in his bladder he had removed the other week is cancerous. I knew it was a possibility but I couldn’t face it being so didn’t really plan for this outcome. I feel so overwhelmed with emotion. My dads my idol, I love, respect and treasure him and I have a closeness to him that means the world. I’m just so upset. They can’t be sure they’ve got it all so he has to have scans before determining treatment and to make sure it’s not spread. But the thought of either radiotherapy or having his bladder out makes me feel so sick. I don’t really know what I’m expecting from this vent other than to try and get out what I’m feeling. Sorry if I’ve rambled.
