until a few days ago, I’d never had to say those words. My mom is 80 and had been having stomach and back pains for months. Then on Saturday a CT scan showed a mass in her pancreas 7cm x 3.5 cm. we were told to take mom home (she had been admitted from a&e) and the big meeting with consultants would be on Friday and we would be told a plan. Took her home, she was given morphine. Within a few hours she was confused and was taken back to a&e. She’s still in hospital, today they did a chest CT scan.
i am beyond heartbroken, she’s my best friend and I’m not ready to lose her. My children both have autism, 15 and 18 years old. How do I tell them? How do I stay strong for them and mom?
How can the tumour be so big?
I feel scared and angry and so alone
