I’m so worried I’m ready to write my will and starting to sort in my head of what’s going to happened to my 5 younger children when I die. ( yes I know I maybe a tad extreme hahaha) 

I had CIN 2/3 when I was 17 removed affected cells via cone biopsy. 

Im  now 36 and just had a smear after 4 years since my last.

ive  been having problems ie painful intercourse dull aching pelvic pain bad lower back pain heavy menstral cycle LOTS of discharge that’s clear of any other possibility. I’ve had my results after waiting 4 weeks! I have high grade dyskaryosis and they want to see me within two weeks. Although with my symptoms my doctor said she will try and get it within a week. It’s the symptoms I’m worrying about as I’ve done what I shouldn’t and googled! According to my symptoms it could have spread to my bladder and pelvic area. I just want to be seen now! I’ve waited 4 weeks for results ( normally takes 2) and I’m going crazy lol