Hi Victoria ... so sorry to hear your mum is going through such a worrying time and it affects all those we love ... no one knows the future and waiting for more info makes the mind race and all your feelings are normal at this time ... but make the most of all the time you have no mater if it's short or long ... hold each other's hand and if possible talk together .. she's prob as scared as you ...

i had my son holding my hand every step of my cancer journey and we talked about everything ... and wer here still holding on ... when everyone try's to be brave we miss out on telling each other all the things we need to say .. like l love you ... I'm scared ... and we talked /cried / and laughed too and I'm so glad now as it got me through ...

i hope it helps a little and I know it's hard but your not on your own here ... we've all had a journey like your on now ... so big hug and keep in touch .. regards Chrisie X