Hi there i know how u feel, my sis has been diagnosed with the same type of cancer stage 4 too.

It's so difficult to face this but what scares me most is knowing that it will b a matter of months a year max if we're lucky until she goes sometimes she gets very angry too and we let her sort her head give her some space .

it's been almost half yr she's diagnosed and i still feel lost

all my love and sympathy

Sandy xx

I'm so sorry for you and your sister it is such a horrible illness and the speed with which it hits and causes such pain is so frightening. I'm sure your sister appreciates you so much and is protecting you. That is what I keep telling myself with my husband. I don't understand why it happens but I'm sure keeping strong is the only way xx

I'm so sorry to you, your husband and boys. I cannot make sense of this terrible illness and the catastrophe it causes families like ours. I think my husband is maybe protecting me either that or my emotions are driving him mad. I still can't make sense of it all. I know what you mean about working - we never were really off work before this x