This is my second journey with cancer, my first husband died 14 years ago and I remarried 8 years ago to a wonderful man who helped me make another life, now he too has cancer, lung cancer that has metastisized....tomorrow we go to the cancer clinic and he will have a biopsy.....this is new to him so he is optomistic (which is great) but I have worked in health care for 28 years and have read his scan.......but I am so scared of this end of life journey, I hate not being able to fix him, make him better......