Hi, Firstly i would like to say so sorry about your news. I myself do not have cancer and can't begin to understand how you feel, or what you are going through, but my mum has a grade 4 glioblastoma brain tumour. It's an aggressive cancer tumour. So we are dealing with different things and emotions. But I am here if you need to talk or rant or vent. Huge hugs huni x