Hello Katie, 

So sorry to hear about your poor Mum. I know how devastated and heartbroken you must be feeling right now. I'm not sure how people cope in these situations but I guess we all find that inner strength that we didn't know we had and that's what helps us go from day to day. The family you have around you will also be your reason to be strong even when you feel at your weakest. No words etc will ever make things easier but gradually time does maybe not completely but it helps a little. In the mean time all you can do is spend time with your mum and create some memories and take some photos that you will treasure. I know that horrible feeling of your heart being ripped from your chest and as if someone's punched you in the stomach and has taken your breath away. My dad is currently battling stage 4 incurable bowel cancer which has spread to his lungs and liver. It's hard and I'm only 27 but I've got to keep strong for my mum, brother and sister. 

Big hugs x