My mum ( age 65) was admitted to hospital on 28th december 2015.... i went in the ambulance with her... after 10 weeks on battling sepsis infection she was told she has Squamous cell bladder cancer.. the aurgeons tried to remove the bladder but i was called back to the ward to be told it had already spread and fused to her pelvis and spread to her utirus and cervix.... my mum has M.S so it makes things harder to cope with....  she has been at St Wfrids hospice for 4 weeks and has lost 2 stone... ( she is now 7 stone)... as a family we were never prepared for this, or to be told she will die in a matter of weeks.... she has wounds that dont heal and the tuma is fungating.. which means the smell is almost unbearable and i cant eat meat or even bear to be around anyone that is eating meat???! Ia this normal??  Im also feeling that only my sister understands and i cant tolerate listening or talking to anyone that i feel cant relate to me... its just heartbraking watching her fade and become more confused.