I can't believe I'm typing this. In January my mum told us that the lump on her groin wasnt a hernia, it was a swollen lymph node. I knew then it was cancer, but o fought the idea of MY mum, the women who was fit, strong, healthy and the rock of our family having that terrible illness. Anyway after several trips to hospital it was confrimed late February it is cancer, but they dnt know where the source is. She was due to go and see a consultant on Wed this week. Yesterday she had a sore back (she's a career and still working) wasn't too worried till I text her at 10pm (she's also a night shift worker) just to see how she was, she wasn't gd and was coming home. I fell asleep but she wasn't home when I woke at 6 for work, she was at hospital. Mum has had a chest xray and spoke to the doc but won't tell me what they've said till after I come home from work!! I'm going out my mind. Mums gone to bed but it CNT be good. If it was just a pulled muscle she would have said! My heads filled with what ifs!