I had a visit with the colposcopy clinic again today after getting my letter about my 'severe' changes. Now I need an MRI to find out just how far the cancerous cells have spread. So now I officially have cancer and I am terrified. What's next, hysterectomy by the sounds of it, that's fine as long as it gets rid of the problem. It's the big .... What if's? Anyone else at a similar stage?