Hi Laura,

I was wondering if you or if there's anyone else who has been through cervical cancer could give me some advice? I'm out of my mind with worry. I recently lost my mum to ovarian cancer a couple of months ago, and O noticed around Sept last year I started having lower abdominal pain on the left side, some days worse than others. It's been like an achy pain or sometimes a period type pain. Due to taking care of her and also my own anxiety, I only spoke to a doctor in Feb. They sent me for blood tests which I had in March that came back normal, I also had a CA125 result of 25 which is within normal. I'm due an ultrasound next month as well as a smear test (I'm 37 and never had a smear before - I was told by a Dr about 12 years ago that because I'm gay I didn't need one - yes I know it's stupid). I have always had issues with sometimes missing periods for months at a time over the years, but in Feb started having bloody/brown discharge on and off, which I've never had before. My period finished on Apr 3rd, then had discharge between 12th to 15th, then had more yesterday. It doesn't smell funny to me. I was originally worried about ovarian cancer because of my mum, but I'm now thinking it might be cervical cancer. I really feel it is 'some kind' of gynaecological cancer, but I am petrified of having to have any surgery or chemo/radiation etc. What other symptoms did you have and can I ask how long these went on for? I am scared mine has been left too long now since Sept :(

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks for reading x

Hi NB,

One of the worst things about health anxiety is that our fears make every twinge, ache and gurgle seem abnormal.  Believe me, I know! So the best thing you can do for yourself now is go to your appointments, find out what's going on and take it from there. If it is something, you can make a plan on how to attack it, if it is nothing, then you can move on. Knowing is so much better than worrying! Once you take control of your health you will find your anxieties will start to subside and become more manageable. Part of my fears were "what will the doctor think, it's been so long since I've been seen" or "what will they think of my not so healthy choices (used to smoke)". I found out the doctor didn't judge or lecture me at all, just wanted to make sure I received help and got myself taken care of.

I think I've described my personal symptoms in prior posts, so you could probably find them there. But l also agree with Minska, everyone is different so it is hard to compare symptoms to get answers. Make sure to come back and post how you are doing.

Laura xx

Hi Laura,

Thanks for your reply. Yes my health anxiety is really bad, and more so now after I saw everything my mum went through towards the end. I guess I am just trying to prepare myself for the worse as I'm not sure how my reaction will be. I sometimes have quite bad panic attacks. I had to really force myself to have a blood test even (yes bad I know).  I have real issues with my doctors surgery as I've only been with them about 4 years after I moved house, but you can never get to talk to someone or it's multiple different doctors if they do ever get back to you, which takes ages usually. I have read some of your previous posts so I'm aware what symptoms you said you had.

Thanks again, and take care x

Hi Laura,

Thanks for your reply. Yes my health anxiety is really bad, and more so now after I saw everything my mum went through towards the end. I guess I am just trying to prepare myself for the worse as I'm not sure how my reaction will be. I sometimes have quite bad panic attacks. I had to really force myself to have a blood test even (yes bad I know).  I have real issues with my doctors surgery as I've only been with them about 4 years after I moved house, but you can never get to talk to someone or it's multiple different doctors if they do ever get back to you, which takes ages usually. I have read some of your previous posts so I'm aware what symptoms you said you had.

Thanks again, and take care x