Hi, kerry,  it's a very sad situation you find yourself in, in many ways.

I think, firstly, you must tell your company and get their support.  Then getin touch with your Macmillan nurse, your local GP and any local charities that may help. You really need support around you.  It is so very sad that your family could not support your lifestyle - do you think there is any possibility they would perhaps support you now?  Give the nurses on here a call, I am sure they may be able to help.

With my very best wishes.  Please come and talk to us anytime and let us know how you are getting on.