I am sorry to hear that jenni.  What is your diagnosis and do you mean the cancer is getting worse or your ability to cope with all this? It isnt an easy ride thats for sure and if you feel able to share your story, you may find that there are many others here who share your feelings and can offer you support.  We all certainly know the emotional feelings attached to this disease!  I have met some lovely people here on the forum jenni and they have helped me through some very tough times - I hope you do too x

Hi Jenni sorry to hear you are lost and confused you are not alone I feel the same have incurable cancer and finding it difficult to live with it perhaps counselling might help am considering this myself hope you get some support.