A waiting game

So Friday I went for my results and although I was expecting them to say the Cancer had spread, which it hadn't, I was still shocked as it's a grade 3 which really worries me.

its been a week now since I have been diagnosed with breast cancer and I actually think I'm still in denial. I've been through all the usual emotions but now I'm seem to be a little too calm about it. Does anyone else feel the same?? Maybe the panic will set in when I have my op details through. I have still not told my daughter and I'm dreading it as I know she going to be distraught, she hates in when anyone is I'll.

i have also been getting a lot I'd pains in and around my chest and around my back and shoulder blades this is also worrying me that it has spread, but then I'm in denial again and it's not happening to me.... I think I'm losing the plot!!!!

sorry posted this in the section and won't let me change!!