It sounds like you are dealing with a lot at the moment and I hope you're getting on as OK as can be. I can see you have reached out to some others on the forum - my reply here will also give this post a little boost, so hopefully you'll get more replies.
We have nurses available if you'd like to talk things through with someone. You can reach them on freephone 0808 800 4040 - Monday-Friday, 9-5.
We're always here for support if you need it, even if it's just to write things down.
