Breast Cancer - diagnosed with HER2 Positive 3 weeks ago. My journey so far

Hi all

I am new to the forum and having just read all of your kind informative messages it has given me some comfort.   I was diagnosed three weeks ago with HER2 Positive.  I followed an instinct to get myself checked out, there was no lump but a dull ache and dragging feeling in my left breast, I put it down to stress.  The whole process from seeing the doctor to where I am now has been handled with clarity, efficiency and kindness.  I was referred straight to the Breast Clinic and had a mammogram, which identified three small lesions. At the same appointment I went on to have an ultrasound and a core biopsy taken.  I was told that the lesions were indeterminate  so a matter of waiting for the biopsy results.  They came back within a week and I was called back to the breast clinic to be given the unfortunate results.  

The consultant was clear from the outset that the treatment would be a combination of chemo alongside two drugs called Trastuzumab and Pertuzumab (otherwise known as Phesgo) followed by surgery and radiotherapy.    I have since seen my Oncologist and a treatment plan is now in place starting chemo on 8th January.  I am very scared, one minute putting a brave face on the next a wreck.  My hair is the big thing I’m more upset about as one particular drug called docetexal can apparently cause permanent hair loss.  So I am considering trying the cold cap.  I know the hair thing compared to the bigger picture seems petty but it really is a big deal for me and upsetting my logical thoughts. 

It is so comforting being able to share my anxiety with you but as I start the process I hope that I can bring some positivity to you all along the way.   I am a very strong women under normal circumstance so here goes.  Sending thanks and good wishes to you all. X