I’m 63 always had clear smear tests, never had any sti’s never been promiscuous and just been told I’ve high risk hpv and borderline squamous cells.

I’ve also recently been in hospital with acute diverticulitis resulting in perforated colon which was extremely serious and whilst there the ct scans pulled up a problem with my pancreas which turned out to be multiple ipmns. So it’s been hell trying to deal with all that and the biggest shock which has left me on the floor basically where I can’t get up and deal with this is what was supposed to have been my last smear at ages 63 has showed high risk hpv with borderline abnormal cells.

I have never missed a smear test. I’ve jr re been diagnosed in my whole life with any sti’s everything was normal. I’ve had 5 partners in 50 years 3 of who I was married to and two long term relationships of which I’ve is current. This has hit me the hardest and I don't feel I can go on tbh. I know this is a death sentence for me as I’m too old to fight it. Even if they did remove the abnormal cells from what I’ve read this virus can rear its ugly head in various parts of the body. It’s all too much hope me with all the other health issues. 

  • Welcome to the forum Carrie although I'm sorry for the reason you're joining us.

    It sounds like you are contending with a lot right now so it's completely understandable, and natural, to be feeling overwhelmed by all this, but don't give up. Take a deep breath and if you can, try to deal with one issue at a time as it will make things slightly easier to cope with.

    I hope this information we have about high risk HPV and abnormal cells will help to ease your mind about your smear test results but I would also suggest giving our team of cancer nurses a call to talk things through. They are very well informed and will be able to explain in more detail what this all means and address any other questions or concerns you may have at this time as well. They're available on 0808 800 4040, Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m so do get in touch with them when you can as they will do all they can to answer any questions.

    Our members know just how challenging it can be to deal with several health problems at once, so you are not alone Carrie, and hopefully it won't be long until our community reach out to offer you their support and advice.

    Keep posting if you find it helpful, and remember that we will always be here for you.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator