Hi everyone.
Im 43 years old, have a 15 year old daughter and been with my partner for 8 years. It hasnt been the easiest if relationships. I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on 6th August. Still waiting on results of MRI and PET scans to confirm staging and the wait is excruciating.
Prior to this id not had a smear since 2014 due toy last one being quite traumatic. I was diagnosed at the time with cervical ectropian that I didn't get treated and passed off symptoms that may have been linked with cancer as due to that belleding after sex and spotting between periods.
Now ive been diagnosed with cancer and my partner is blaming me. Saying that I have ruined our future and if I had got myself checked sooner we may not be in this position
He's saying he's being forced to support me and can't deal with his emotions. He's got angry and shouted at me several times. Shut me out and threatened to leave.
I don't have any family close by and no friends away from work. I feel so lost and alone. Can I do this by myself?
