Hi after a 2 years or being told i had haemorrhoids by gp , i have had colonoscopy, ct, mri, biopsy then today a second biopsy which they are fairly sure its not good news but i have to wait 2 weeks for results and next mdt meeting to work out a plan , not handling it well and ive always been a poor sleeper but have had no more than 1 hour a night for weeks , dont think im strong enough to cope with all this , dont have a lot of people around me for support