Where do I start. Last week my consultant broke the news of SCC to me. Thought I had misheard her. How do I feel or how should I feel. My emotions are all over the place. "Oh you'll be fine" everyone tells me. Tell that to my brain when I live alone and already an overthinker. I hate the word cancer and its seriously keeping me from sleeping, socialising and its only been a week! It bleeds regularly. Is the common? So so many questions. I know there are people a lot worse off than me and I send my love to you all. Hopefully my surgery will be done reasonably quickly
