Newly diagnosed with oesophageal cancer and the Fear

Hi I was diagnosed with oesophageal cancer last month and I have had a laparoscopy and having an endoscopic ultrasound tomorrow. I wondered if anyone has any ideas how I can help the absolute overwhelming fear that I am experiencing. I am having really bad dreams and hardly sleeping. The smallest mention of cancer on TV sends me into a panic and I am so worried about upsetting my wife and 20 year old son. It seems to never leave my thoughts. 

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  • I remember that fear. I'd be ok and then it would hit me like a wave and it's very scary. Things felt better once I had a treatment plan.

    I had chemo and then the Ivor Lewis. I was 63. I am still here nearly 12 years after my op.

    Eating is not the same but life can still be enjoyable. Just take one day at a time, recovery isn't quick. I wish you luck and a long future

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  • I remember that fear. I'd be ok and then it would hit me like a wave and it's very scary. Things felt better once I had a treatment plan.

    I had chemo and then the Ivor Lewis. I was 63. I am still here nearly 12 years after my op.

    Eating is not the same but life can still be enjoyable. Just take one day at a time, recovery isn't quick. I wish you luck and a long future

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