Found out couple of days ago after different test that I have early cancer in lining and have been offered a hysterectomy at a major hospital. I suffer from severe anxiety ocd ptsd agoraphobia am absolutely petrified as I know I can't get to the hospital to see the Dr's and to have my operation I'm pleading with Dr's to transfer me to a smaller hospital I'm crying all time m have intrusive thoughts and nightmares I know I have to have this operation and I'm scared but I'll have the op but I can't cope with the thought of going to the hospital I can't even go 10 minutes down the road without panicking sometimes I'm indoors and get intrusive thoughts and start panicking I really don't know what to do surely there is other people that too have agoraphobia and been transferred to another hospital
