Caroline, I know exactly how you feel, especially with the time lapse between getting a GP appointment to refer you and the excisional biopsy of your melanoma. I personally have found the entire process very slow, so I understand your concerns. I too have a stage 1 Melanoma [1A] invasive. Original biopsy 11 October, 16 weeks after seeking help. My wide excisional procedure required is not until 3 January 2025. Like you, this worries me, well the entire situation worries me, with so many of us being diagnosed with cancer. I am pleased you have an appointment next week to discuss your treatment plan in more detail. Try to think about what you want to ask, I didn't do this, and am having to do this now. Have you seen your pathology report? Not sure if you were seen at a specific cancer hospital. Did they check your lymph nodes at your first consultation to begin the diagnosis journey? I asked to see my pathology report, and although I did not understand all of it, margins, numbers, clark level etc, what I did gleam from it, was a better understanding to ask more questions, invasive remarks, prompted questions I would not have thought of. I don't know about you, but I was so focused on the fact I had cancer and terrified of what I may be told, I couldn't think of questions to ask at the time, I was simply nodding and in shock. So please, before you go to see your consultant this week think about what you want to know, ask and IF it helps write them down. This is very frightening time which does not help us to be as clear headed as we would like. Keep me posted and all the very best to you. 

Thank you so much for your reply.  It does help to know that someone else is in the same situation.
 I actually had three suspicious looking moles, and of the three, the doctor was convinced that one was a basal cell carcinoma, as it was flesh coloured.  That was the one that turned out to be the melanoma.  So far, I’ve only seen a dermatologist, but on Thursday, I am seeing a plastic surgeon.  I live in N Wales, and my nearest major hospital is 40 miles away.  The consultant I am seeing on Thursday is in N W England, although he is holding a clinic in my local hospital in Wales.  I will have to travel 80 miles for the surgery though.
The specialist nurse who gave me the results this week did give me quite a thorough examination, including the lymph nodes.
i haven’t seen my pathology report, but it’s a good idea to request a copy.  At the moment, I almost don’t want to know, but there’s no hiding from the facts, and as you say, it gives you a good basis for asking for clarification.  
i will keep in touch to let you know how I get on.  Good luck with your procedure in January.  The waiting is almost unbearable, but it will be December tomorrow, which makes it feel closer.

Do keep me posted about your own treatment too.  All the very best for 3 January.

Dear Caroline, thank you for your reply. Sorry for the delay the notification went into my junk folder. My heart goes out to you, as you are right, part of us wants to know, the other part of us doesn't...I felt that myself. So your Melanoma was a flesh colored mole along with other suspicious moles where they thought it might be a BCC instead it was melanoma. How shocking for you, I don't care who we are, how robust, being told you have any form of cancer it the most dreaded words we fear. I admit I was shocked, numb and terrified..I suppose I still am especially the latter. So you're based in N Wales with your nearest hospital 40 miles away, that is quite some distance for you cope with as well as your diagnosis. I am pleased you are seeing a plastic surgeon some specialise in Melanoma, and other skin cancers and there removals and treatment. I too had a plastic surgeon from the a cancer hospital in Oxfordshire where I live..so I believe you will be in good hands thank goodness, just such a shame you have to travel 80 miles for surgery. I'm NO cancer expert and don't profess to be but I'm of the understanding 1A and 1B are the earliest forms of the disease if not found earlier, in-situ and these stages it has not usually (less likely) to have gone to the lymph nodes, excellent you have had them checked. Yes, I did find having the pathology report sent to me an eye-opener in as much as, although a lot of it was like trying to read Latin, there was still enough I could understand or at least query that without I wouldn't have had a clue what to ask my surgeon. I would love you to keep in touch with your journey, how you are feeling and coping, it's a difficult time which is an understatement so I will not say ' try not to worry' it's futile, of course WE shall worry, and as you say the waiting unbearable, you're constantly looking over your shoulder looking at every single mark, spot or blemish that may appear. You don't feel free, you feel under siege. Lets both keep in touch as our diagnosis are so similar. Please take care of yourself..All the very, very best is wished for you. [And for me :-) x

  Thank you so much for your understanding.  I will definitely keep in touch and will be thinking of you and your surgery in the New Year.

Hi SycamoreGold.  Just to let you know that I now have a date for my SNLB and wider local excision. When I went to see the plastic surgeon, he said that the waiting time for this operation was 6 to 8 weeks without Christmas causing further delays. This would be followed by another 4 to 6 weeks of waiting for the results. My heart was sinking, as I thought that could be three months before I even know whether it’s spread.
He also explained that the conventional gold standard treatment for an SLNB has had one or two problems. Apparently there is a shortage of the radio isotope they use, so this particular surgical team are also using an alternative procedure which identifies the lymph node with fluorescent dye under anaesthetic. The waiting time for this was likely to be a couple of weeks shorter. More decision-making!   After a couple of days, I decided that time was the most important condideration for me.  After all, this consultant would not be using the fluorescent dye if he didn’t believe that it worked as well as the conventional procedure.  So I rang upon Monday  and asked to be put on the waiting list for the ICG, rather than the ratio isotope.  Monday afternoon, I received a phone call from the hospital offering me an operation date of 30th Dec, which was amazing.  I’ve had my pre-op assessment and now I’m waiting nervously for the operation. I’ve only ever had a general anaesthetic once before, about 30 years ago, so it’s all quite scary.

Our  operation dates  are now quite close, so I hope we continue to keep in touch and discuss how we’re both getting on.  Good luck on the 3rd Jan.  I hope it all goes well.  

Hi Caroline, nice to hear from with your update on your surgery and investigations. I am going to ask you some questions but, please don't feel you have to answer any of them, only I'm a little concerned about you as I wonder [may be wrongly] if you have had everything explained to you thoroughly regarding stage 1B Melanoma's. I totally sympathise with how you are feeling, but unlike you I have not been offered a SLNB or anything further than the wide local excision in January.

Have you seen your pathology report from your "first" local excision to REMOVE the melanoma and the margin around it? Before the removal of your melanoma did the doctors feel for any presence of your lymph nodes, were they palpable, have you had a formal letter of that first consultation sent to you outlining what they suspect, and whether your lymph nodes were a concern? Stage 1A and 1B stage Melanoma are considered highly curable, so may I ask, this SLNB was it offered to you as an 'option' for additional testing OR a recommendation by your consultant, and if the latter, what did he/she tell you why they thought you should have this done, as a precaution NOT felt your lymph nodes OR NECESSITY? I can feel how anxious you are, and only wish I could do and say more to help.

I'm now wondering why I haven't been offered a SLNB, and let's face it, the slightest of things can turn us into nervous wrecks imagining all kinds of things, I know I do it all the time, and still wonder waiting for my wilde local is doing me a disservice - I did ever so politely put it to my surgeon in an email and he assured me after 20 years of specialising in skin cancer, Melanoma's, BCCs and SCCs IF he had thought my life was at risk by waiting to January, he would have insisted I come in earlier and that the first excision removed the melanoma, the wide local is to ensure as mush as physically possible it does not come back. Who knows though, you see, even though he has tried to calm my fears, we both know this is the most frightening and life changing experience we are going through, and little helps. 

I too am very nervous of general anaesthetics, so really understand how you are feeling. I've had 3-4, yet I still feel the same so of course it's all very scary and no doubt over the next couple of weeks you will be thinking of very little else than your procedure on the 30th December. I will be thinking of you, as I will be over Christmas, I don't like Christmas very much as having no family and January looming, it feels just like any other day. I don't know your circumstances, and won't second guess, but do reach out on here if you just need to off load, and yes, we must keep in touch as the weeks go by. It would be nice to know how you are once you had your procedure on the 30th. Take care and really hope it goes well.

Hi SycamoreGold. I don’t mind you asking me questions at all. After all it is only by sharing information that we can understand each other’s condition.

I don’t mind you asking me questions at all. After all it is only by sharing information that we can understand each other’s condition.

I was initially given the results by the specialist nurse who performed the first excision. I haven’t seen me pathology report, although I have asked my Macmillan nurse lots of questions about it and have a reasonably clear understanding of what they removed. I also have a letter from the surgeon I saw at my hospital appointment 10 days ago explaining the diagnosis and the next steps.

I haven’t seen the pathology report,although I have asked my Macmillan nurse lots of questions about it and have a reasonably clear understanding of what they removed. I also have a letter from the surgeon I saw at my hospital appointment 10 days ago explaining the diagnosis and the next steps.

 To return to my Initial results, of course it was difficult to take it all in, but I was given lots of useful leaflets to read, contacts of the Macmillan nurse etc.  The specialist nurse explained to me that they offer a SLNB because it was a 1 B rather than a 1A.  My  understanding is that the staging is based upon depth and ulceration, both of which make the likelihood of spread more likely. Mine was 1.8 mm, which puts it into the 1B category. Your 1A must have been smaller than 1 mm in depth, which puts you at very low risk of it having spread to your lymph nodes. That is presumably why you haven’t been offered an SLNB, as the surgical risks and after effects probably outweigh the likelihood of finding a positive result.  Thinking back, the specialist nurse didn’t actually say that SLNB  was a foregone conclusion, and I did ask what would happen if I decided not to have one. She explained that I would continue to be monitored for five years with physical checkups. My reaction at that time, was that I would rather know whether or not it had spread. Either way I would be able to have the five-year physical checkups, but as I saw it, finding swollen lymph nodes on one of these, would mean that the disease had progressed and I was that much further down the line in starting treatment.  That decision has never wavered.  I don’t think I want to spend my time thinking what if? I’d rather know,  though I appreciate that any investigation can throw up a false negative.

The specialist nurse did check my lymph nodes and quickly scanned me for any further evidence of moles at that consultation. The lymph nodes were also checked when I saw the consultant at the local hospital, 10 days ago.

As I said earlier, although I am nervous, I am happy with my decision to go ahead with the SLNB. My indecision was based around the two procedures being offered to me. Maybe it was fear and panic that made me opt for the ICG procedure, but I do trust the surgeon when he says that they have been using this procedure successfully for some years. They believe that it is as accurate in detecting the correct sentinel lymph node, but there haven’t been enough scientific studies to prove this and only the gold standard ratio isotope treatment has been extensively studied to date.

My wider local decision will not involve any skin grafts or flaps, so I am reassured by that, as that would be another factor to consider in post surgery recovery.  I presume that your WLE will be done under local anaesthetic, like the initial excision. I didn’t find the initial excision uncomfortable at all, so hopefully yours will go ahead without being top unpleasant.   A bit like being at the dentist, the worst part was injecting me with local anaesthetic!

I know that you don’t particularly celebrate Christmas, but I hope that you manage to relax a little.

it will be good to hear how your procedure goes, and I will keep in touch in the New Year to let you know how I’m getting on.  

Hi Caroline, thank you for your message and explaining everything so well - I now understand much better and why you have opted for this procedure on the 30th. Our differences in the initial stages is that you had a specialist nurse remove your melanoma and I had my consultant remove/excise my melanoma, apart from that our journey is much the same. If I'm honest, I paid privately to have mine excised initially and the only reason for this, is due to being able to see my GP when I first presented with a spreading melanoma, even sending in an image of it, all the red flags showing of the ABCDEs of a melanoma still I could get an appointment. I waited nearly 10 weeks to get that GP appointment by which time it was obvious I had a Melanoma as I was on an urgent pathway to be seen at the hospital, I waited again just over 2 weeks to get seen there too. Yes, they suspected a Melanoma and I was told it would be another 4-6 weeks before I would get called to remove it. The backlog of patients waiting meant they were not able to offer a removal within 2-3 weeks as they normally would. I was frantic, I had just been told I had cancer, a melanoma, alone, no family to return to, and the thought of waiting in all to get it removed 18 weeks was terrifying. From October 4th when it was diagnosed at the hospital within 7 days [11 October] it was removed by my consultant. You seem to have had fairly good response times to be seen, although I'm sure you have experienced some wait which is excruciating in itself when your life is being threatened.  

Back to you: I like you have been offered support, MacMillan nurses to talk to you and explain things, do we really absorb it all, not sure we do, we are so afraid of the potential consequences our ability to take things in can be seriously affected. I can see WHY you opted for this SLNB procedure, absolutely, very sensible, I would have done exactly the same. As you say you could have not go through with it and have regular checks but, would you really relax knowing every three months you would have a hospital appointment looming to know whether or not it may have spread - NO you wouldn't, so I'm pleased you opted for this. This will be a definitive answer for you, instead of worrying and waiting for your next check-up. Similarly, when I saw my consultant for my follow-up and result of the removal of the melanoma, he offered me the same, in as much as, the Melanoma removed was very thin, Breslow thickness 0.6mm not ulcerated but was an invasive melanoma vertical stage of invasion, but had been completely removed and I could just come back every three months for two years and be checked or his ADVICE was to have a local wide excision of the same area, where then I would be followed up once a year, no SLNB was ever given as an option, I think if I had been given that as an option I would have gone with it. I will still probably cover this with him when I go for this next procedure. 

I never had any issues with the first removal nor with the injections to numb the area, which he said perhaps I have a high pain threshold as most people find the injections the most unpleasant part. Neither did I have any issues with the incision afterwards, no pain, throbbing, bleeding, nothing, I would not have known I had surgery. The incision was about 3.5 inches in length to remove the melanoma - I wonder what it will be this time round, but like you no need for a skin graft or flap. Your indecision between the two procedures, I get totally, you have done the sensible thing and we must, as hard as it is sometimes, as all kinds of thoughts go through our head out of fear, we must trust what our surgeons/consultants and nurses tell us. You are now on the path to prevent you from having all those regular check-ups not knowing from one to the next what will be discovered, your decision is both brave and pragmatic. I will be waiting to hear from you after your procedure but appreciate you may not feel too chatty for a few days afterwards, nevertheless I shall look forward to knowing how you got on. Take care 

Thought I’d wish you both a very Happy Christmas and a successful procedure. I met a lady in the hospital when I was having surgery and she had presented with a melanoma on her arm. The melanoma was removed but the pathology results must have shown that there was cancer in the tissues so she was invited back to have more removed As far as I remember, she also had a couple of lymph nodes removed from under her arm. We were both called back to hear our results on the same day and thankfully, neither of us had any further cancer found in the tissue or the nodes.

i was given all the facts about immunotherapy and offered the treatment even though there was no definite reason for having it other than the faint possibility that there could be some cancerous cells lurking about that hadn’t been detected. The other lady was not offered any treatment because she had a heart condition and also has type 2 diabetes. In her case, she will be observed regularly ie. Dermatology Nurse will check her body every few months to ensure that there are no more melanomas. Regular scans will be taken to ensure that nothing sinister is happening in her body. This will be done for 5 years as far as I recall.  In my case, I opted to have the immunotherapy. I was given Pembrolizumab every 6 weeks. I should be having my 3rd treatment on 27th December but because of the Christmas holidays, it will be 1 week later.  I’m perfectly fine and am so thankful to be healthy enough to tolerate it. Only side effects are a skin rash. I use an excellent cream and take a large anti histamine tablet before breakfast everyday. All in all, I am in excellent health. My plastic surgeon who removed my stage 3 melanoma told me that I am disease free. I fully intend to stay that way permanently!!

Best wishes and I hope and pray that you will both be blessed and have a good outcome. 

Thank you for that GrannyRose.  It’s always good to hear of someone else’s experience.  iit seems that although we  appear to have similar conditions, our journeys are all very different. I’m glad to hear that your immunotherapy treatment has been so successful.  It’s interesting that you were offered that, even though no cancerous cells were found after your surgery.
I too I’m trying to keep as healthy as possible, as I’m sure that helps. Physically I feel pretty good for my age (71), but mentally I’ve been all over the place these past few weeks. Now that I know I have an operation in a couple of weeks, my emotions are beginning to settle down a bit.

Best wishes to you for a very Happt Christmas.