so I’ve just been diagnosed with a brain tumour and start chemotherapy on Tuesday, well long story short my husband is being completely oblivious, he won’t talk about it, has yet to ask me how I feel about my diagnosis and up coming treatment, says he doesn’t want to talk about it, I have a 4 (nearly 5 year old) we moved in with him last year, I gave up my house (didn’t own it) changed jobs, and now I feel like I’m so isolated, will not listen to my feelings, even having to beg for a hug, all I need is someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. He just tells me I’m bringing him down, causing him to be ill and if I carry on he’ll end up in a mental hospital. Today I’m needing to go get some shopping and he normally comes with me but instead he’s finding jobs around the house, says I’m not bothered about eating or anything else, so now I’m sat in the parking lot of the shopping centre not wanting to go home.
I can not uoroute my child from school again, but I also can not carry on like this… what do I do?!