Morning Jassoscared. 
Gosh you certainly have been through the mill! So

sorry to also hear about your husband. Also

your bowel and hernia. 
it’s strange as I have lost both my parents in the last course of years. 4 months between them. They were married for 70 years and I miss them dearly. We were very very close. I have only found one of your poems. The one about your Mum

and it made me cry. As it resonated so

much with me. I especially want to talk to my Mum

now!! She would have all the answers. 2 weeks after losing my Dad. He passed 4 months after Mum, I was rushed to hospital with a hernia. That also had gone through my bowel wall. I have a feeling I have another hernia now as when I cough I have excruciating pain on the other side now. But seems to be least of my worries now. i would love to read your other poems but have searched on here and no luck. 
I am putting together some questions to ask the consultant now. So I can go prepared on Wednesday. I’ll let you know. X

Thank you. Yes of course. Will let you know. Many many thanks.