Hi Cjanew my cancer is not the same as your possibilities. But from my experience the waiting on results, treatment plans is the worst. Once you have results, plans and start treatment I'm not saying it gets easier but you feel like you have some sort of control. I don't know  your situation but I found keeping  busy helped in my case exercise but just anything you enjoy that you can get lost in to keep your mind occupied with something else even if it's just for little while it helps. Sending hugs. Xx